Weight loss

Okay, so - 1 kilo in 2 days, 200 grams the next one and 400 grams the next one again (today).

I still eat the same breakfast (20 minutes before breakfast: 1/4 Fuji apple.) Whole wheat puffs with fat milk and cinnamon, or scrambled egges with bacon, or fiber bread with philadelphia and ham and cucumber - as much as I want on all meals (VERY IMPORTANT). And always 3 dl water), and then a fruit or tea and a crispbread with something on at 9.30, then lunch at 11.30 -the days fattest meal, fat and fibres for me; veggies, eggs, meat, fish, fat cream...

Then something at 14:00; a fruit or crispbread. Dinner at 16.30 with "no fat": meat/fish, and lots of veggies.

And at 18 I eat something small too.

Before this decision to get back in weight (I can't wear half my wardrobe!) I also ate at 22 - often crisp bread with brie. Now I've moved my brie to the 18 o'clock meal instead, and my "extra kilos" just falls off by itself :)

Also I suffered from my ulcer before and that made me hungry all the time thus the extra weight.

Monticnac Method

And yes, I know that to most people I already look skinny, and I think I am too. BUT I like to look anorexic without being it (who want's to kill the brain?).

One fat lady to another: "Look at that ugly skinny bitch over there."
Other fat lady: "Yes, being that skinny is really ugly."
First fat lady: "..I wish I was that ugly...."
Other fat lady: "Me too."

This is so crazy - I stopped eating my 22:00 snack 2 days ago and already it payed off! I can't believe it - but I lost 1 kilo in just 2 days! This makes me wonder what the hell I ate before???
I changed nothing but that last meal. So dinner at 16:00 and then something small at 18:00 and then stop. And believe me, I do NOT go to bed hungry. I'm guessing I will not loose weight in that same rate now, but that's good, you should never loose weight too fast. AND never diet, just change to better eating (like the Montignac method). And I can also say that my ulcer seems gone :) Wohooo!

I also bought this skirt in Gothenburg. Not super special really but I needed a cool day-to-day skirt, and this was cute.

This freaking ulcer makes my body think I'm hungry ALL the time..now beach body 2010 are long gone.
My new trick (apart from taking the medicine) is to brush my teeth at 21:00 so I don't eat after that. I always get so hungry by 22:00, and that's no good.

Yesterday in Gothenburg I bought a new corset. I'm guessing this will be used at M'era Luna festival.

As if tomorrow morning, painfully early, I will go to Gothenburg. But just until Monday. A short trip. We are going to the Universeum with the kids to look at some sharks and so on. Hopefully they will stay calm on Monday long enough for me to go shopping. I have nothing to wear!!! I want something with bats or spiders.

I'm working on a new Adora BatBrat website. Today I got help from a professional to make the design look smarter. He made it look so me <3 Now it's time to make it function as well.
The plan is to have the new site up and running until the M'era Luna festival - woohooo!

Went to the doctor because of my belly button yesterday.
I had surgery 1½ years ago, and ever since I have had pain in it when wearing something over it (skirt lining/corsets or even by sleeping on my stomach). Everytime in a corset is so painful for me ever since. But now I'm on a waiting list, so hopefully it will be better this fall.

Always when I've done my situps it hurted like hell, so I haven't done any for weeks because I was afraid, but now she reassured me I can do it without problem.

So from today - 100 situps/day every day until M'era Luna. M'era Luna body of the year ;) Time to lock in my guts!

Adora BatBrat: Make up Artist

Some of my work as a make up artist/stylist/hairstylist and camera assistant. This is Miss Frost. The pictures are made by Morgan K Photography.

This is how she looked before. She is a very pretty model from Sweden Models, Malmö.

Today (Tuesday) I'm in Lund's Hospital for another check up on Fairlights disease, Juvenile Dermatomyositis. The whole family will travel with her, and after we will go to Malmö so I can check out the fashion and by me some new haircolor :)

This morning I did the make up on a first time 14 years old model. She looked like a doll when I was finished, and she was very good with the posing and facial expressions. It was very fun to watch. Perhaps she will be in Paris next year ;)

Adora's band: Asperger Synthdrome at Vince Festival

Our first performance. Sorry about the sound quality...and my horrific singing voice...but what you gonna do? I like singing rather than doing it well :)

A Goth girls best friend is the underbust satin corset. This should be item #1 in your wardrobe. Make sure it's a good quality. I loooove mine and use it a lot.

Here with shorts, top and one of my collars.

And remember - I don't wear gloves because it's cold, I do it because it's part of my fashion.

I'm guessing this is how the other tee will look like :)
The text reads "In the Darkness, Shadow People". Anyone recognice the lyric it's from?

I'm so stressed out because of a headache and a f-ing Photoshop that won't work with me today. I had to re-do a picture from the beginning and it takes forever. I'm 2 steps away from being done, but I really MUST go to sleep now otherwise my work tomorrow will suffer. I want to finish now, but the smart thing is to hit the pillow.

I'm doing one of the prints for the t-shirts that was the winners. I hope you will like it. Some small adjustments though: the eyes will be white and I'm thinking of removing the black bows and add smaller white to the sleeves instead?

I'm a member of an 18'th Century society via the museum, and our museum decided to use THIS picture of me on their tourist folder this year! I think they are mad!
It's from a picnic and I was fooling around and made cookie eyes.

Does anybody know how to make a stiff tutu like this:

I've made tutus before, but I want one that stands out by itselves without droop. Is it just to trust the material or is there some secret involved?
Any ballet dancers amongst us?

Okey, okey, here is a picture of me in my new bikini. An ordinary strap bikini á la 70's. Nothing special at all. Now I will just figure out how to goth pimp it with lace, ribbons, "diamonds", bows. Perhaps I'll add a spider or a bat somewhere...

I have to make some ruffle or lace in the upper front because I just noticed my caesarean section shows (I have a caesarean section because our first pregnancy was VERY complicated, with big risks for Synthia who was controlled twice a week to make sure she didn't get heart failure. She would never had survived a normal birth anyway, but we had an urgent c.s. 7 weeks too early, she only weight 1830 grams and we had to live at the hospital for 11 weeks and 3 days because she forgot to breath sometimes).

Bikini trouble

Where on earth can I find a goth bikini??? I've searched the web, e-bay and regular stores.

I have a boring black, and a sweet black and white striped and a white with lots of red hearts on it (it looked so cute when I had pink hair). But I want a more goth black on black.... lace, ruffle, bling, goth princess'ish, spiders, bats - anything!!

This is my favourite model, but it needs to be gothed up!

I have ugly black bikinis in my wardrobe - perhaps I can make them look better with some ribbons...

Not to brag or anything ^^ but this is my view from out flat this morning.