Sunday, January 5, 2014

25 years as the best girlfriend ever!

I've just finished dancing with my husband to this song. Why?
Here's the background story:

Robert Smith, The Cure
Yesterday I cut my henna red colored hair to some kind of bob just so I'd be able to mess it up and style it as Robert Smith at tonights disco. I even tried to do my make up like him tonight.
Me and my friends hang out in my room, a room with Depeche Mode, Boy George, Cindy Lauper, Doctor and the Medics, Fuzzbox, Nitzer Ebb and Front 242 posters all over.

We left for the disco far out in the woods; Eringsboda Brunn. There is 2 houses; one big for the normals and a smaller house for all the synthare (electro goths) and svartrockare (The Cure and Sisters of Mercy fans).
Us synthare kept ourselves to the left side of the room, the dj booth in the middle and the svartrockare to the right side. 
There usually came a dim, sweet scent from that side for some reason...

The small house didn't open until 21 so we were forced to wait in the big house (like a huge gym hall) with all the blond bimbos and rednecks.
Me and my friends silly danced to their stupid, so called, "hit" songs.
That's when I saw HIM!
THE him! 
I only saw him from a far but now I know what it looks like when angels appears. It's so wonderful you can't almost watch. 
In fear of loosing my eyesight I didn't dare to look at him too much.

I was done.
Packaged and delivered at his feet.
He must be mine!!!

Small house disco opened and seriously cute guy disappeared. Panic!
Found him! Some butt ugly girl went up to him and gave him a kind of cosy hug.
NATURALLY a boy as wonderfully, well übermensch, pretty have a girlfriend....
Oh, she walked away! Wihoo! She was far too ugly for him anyway.

We continued to look at eachother across the room for hours.
He was so stunning I couldn't talk or even dared to be close to him.
My friends were getting tired of me never making a move and said if I didn't take him they would. I felt the gas burner on my ass.
Where are the slow songs when you need one?

00:11 - finally a slow song!
My eyes scanned the dancefloor for the cute boy, and our eyes met as he did the same.
There was about 5 meters, filled with people, between us, when we both just reached out our arms and walked towards one another.
Without a sound we fell into eachothers arms and since then he had my heart.
The song the 16 year old me and the prettiest boy in the world danced to that evening was the same one we danced to today, 25 wonderful years later *love*

I love you R, the prettiest boy in the world.

From the first night, January 5, 1989

My best tips to have a long lasting relationship is to choose a partner you find so pretty you die a little everytime you look at him/her and whom you miss even when you are close together. 
Someone that makes you laugh every single day, sneakpeaks at you at partys and encourages all your crazy ideas so you actually think you can make it.

January 5, 1989, my life began as the best girlfriend ever.

Saturday, January 4, 2014

Snowflake make up - small tutorial + outfit

The day before Christmas Eve (in Sweden it's December 23) I was in need to buy some additional gifts. Well, need and need...I wanted to!

So I got into that Christmasy spirit that even us Goth people now can get after watching Nightmare Before Christmas slavishly for years.
I felt like a small vampire chick that just tasted her first blood drop as I went wild with my Kryolan Fluid Foundation TV-white and painted snowflake after snowflake on my pretty face. 
As I added the glitter I'm sure I felt the cold, black Goth heart of mine to acctually make a beat! It was THAT good!
Don't ever be fooled by my cute smile, I'd make your body cold in a heartbeat.

The making of the snowflakes

Kryolan Liquid Foundation TV-white is what I use as a "liner" together with an aquarelle brush, preferably made out of squirrel hair. I naturally only buy brushes made from roadkill squirrels ;)

I slap on the glitter by first dab my ordinary chapstick softly in the area where I want the glitter, then dip a round brush, and shake some off before dabbing it to the area.

The snowflakes was made by first making 3 lines like an "x" kind of, then painted one or two small "v" shapes on every line. I topped it off by using the wooden end on my aquarelle brush to make perfect dots. Secret out!

The coloring of the bangs

I colored my bangs like a candy cane by first using a small amound of Direction's Pink Flamingo, a small dash of Direction's Purple and all mixed with lots of conditioner to get my soft pink. It could have been lighter this time though.
For the streaks I used Direction's Poppy Red.
And the boarder of the bangs is Poppy Red, Pink Flamingo and Pink Flamingo with conditioner. I wanna lick it!
The pretty bows I made at my tea girls crafting evening. They are made from 3 different kinds of ribbons made into bows and hotglued on top of another. But before I glued on the last red bow I pressed an earring (that I bought cheap on sale) right trough, bended it on the backside and then glued it on top of the others. Hotglued a metal hairclip and some felt on backside.
Could I look any more like "What are you talking about? I don't understand.."
So posing :D  To bad it's blurry.
From the side as well. Sorry about the foundation slip around my little nose, but this is just before bedtime so it's a bit smudged after snorting glitter all day  :)
Great shot of my bow as well.
The contact lens is white with a slightly thicker black border (can't remember, but not Clearly Colors Special Effects: Manson)
The candy cane bangs. Well, not at it's best behaviour after being out in the wind all day.
Ehh...don't ask.
And then I was ready to go out and shop!

Too bad you can't see, but I'm wearing the most fab diamond sprinkled pantyhose from Kawaii Design
I'm wearing a pair of black tights under to make them darker.
Price 129 SEK.

Friday, January 3, 2014

Shopping spree is made for me

When the husband says:
"-Tomorrow we'll go to Kalmar (my birth town, about an hour from here) and I'll be with the kids at the Playhouse while you can take the car to the city and do some shopping. Stay as long as you want to. You can have my Gold card.", the Adora says; "-Yes, please." And "I love you."

No car party this time...I fell asleep 23 seconds after this picture.
Just did some ordinary Adora-swirls today. That's pretty enough :)
Me and my son TeeBee (or perhaps it's TeeBat today) made our fearest faces at the Playhouse.
After all the shopping I went to the Playhouse as well, and while my wonderful kids ran around and had a blast I did some work on my video for the song Black Religion in Adobe Premiere Pro CS6. Still much to do though...

As I was out on town in Kalmar I went to my favorite shop Topiary
There is a huge range of glam looking nicknack as well as exceptional, fabulous pieces for your show rooms. Both reasonable prices, for cheap customers as me, and a bit more pricey.
I think I always leave with something in a brown paper bag with a Topiary print on. 
Today was no exception.
This "tree" was such a lovely way to display your inherited 1940's pearl necklaces you got from your grandma. Thinking of stealing the idea in some way.
This huge decoration crown (about 20 cm in height) made me drool. I might need it.
All my findings.
Now here is a bunch of pictures of all the random stuff I bought today. 
The candy is from Tokige Ture - best candy store in Kalmar.
Mostly on sale! I love a good bargain!
The black phone on the right is a piggy bank, and the small, silver cake plate is from Topiary.
IKEA milk chocolate, top right, is my favorite for baking since it's got a hint of toffee to it.
Under them are bat wings on sale from KappAhl! BatBrat approves!
The Topiary cake plate, a cool cross + skull bracelet and some harlequin plastic ribbon.
A new nosechain with stars on it. Also KappAhl.
Silk papers and heart padlock from TGR.
Silk paper close up. It's actually dirty purple and creamy white. Very, very pretty.

Thursday, January 2, 2014

My New Year Resolutions

I know one is supposed to have only one New Year resolution, but I always have too many things I'd like to change; so screw that!


1. Back to basics - my old Goth self back, please.

2. Be organized in life as in business
3. Blog each day year 2014
4. Sell off stuff I don't use (like my heart *hahaha*)
5. Get a hard butt


And then of course I have my wishes for year 2014 as well.
Things I wanna strive for, things that will make me happier:

1. I SO wanna catwalk model for Bibian Blue!
2. Go to London to meet the lovely Chelsea/Syntheticdoll again
3. Have a shoot with Chelsea (and Sphirex?!)
4. Meet the fab Joseph Harwood and make a shoot as Dollfie's together
4. Finish the video for Black Religion song as Asperger Synthdrome
5. Record A Broken Me and War Inside
6. Travel to Japan
7. Have a concert or do some modelling in Japan

Hopefully I can say "Check" on a few of them before this new year is over!

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

New Year - New Rules!

First off - Happy Mopy Goth New Year to all the pretties in the world (=you!).
I'm happy to leave 2013 behind me, at least some parts of it.

It started out marvellous with going to school studying pattern construction from January to June, but there also was a downside to going to school...
Since I was so eager to learn as much possible I stayed on until 20:00-22:00 almost every evening although school was out at 15:00. Ups!
This made me tired as a cheerleader swinging from her neck in a tree for hours and hours so I had NO energy to even write in my blog - AND I LOVE WRITING IN MY BLOG!

My company - I'm so behind on orders and it makes precious people have to wait and wait at the moment. Bad - Bat-Bad even!
Also, the Baby-Bats kind of only saw me at breakfast 20 minutes every morning... That makes no good parenting.
When school ended I think my body needed to make up for all the action that's been going on so I slept and slept like a goth Cinderella, then there were fashion shows, exhibits, a known, weird blondino made things with me - kind of a secret I guess, but stuff like that just happens to me - and I have the pics to show it!, interviews and lots of other hoolaballoo since it was my "YES-year" (where I had to accept things I was asked - if not too stupid. Me? Doing stupid things? Never! Was I supposed to say yes to sexual stuff too? Well, If you failed to ask it's too late now!). 
Even though I have a vision of me being indestructable I might be wrong ;)

But NOW I'm ready to kick my Goth ass over to year 2014 and I'm starting with blogging again.
I say Wihoo to that!

See you tomorrow!

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

New Adora BatBrat make up tutorial

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CghwAzuAg5U&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Monday, November 11, 2013

Monday look - Soccer mum

Monday I went for a soccer mum look.
But instead of kicking balls I like to kick ass!

The top, shorts and socks are from H&M - they are having a sale! A total outfit under 100 SEK!
That's how I like it!

To complete the look I painted some nosebleed in my left nostril. People have been giving me strange looks all day!

Friday, October 11, 2013

Thursday look

I had no idea I'd end up like this today.
I only had 25 minutes to do make up & hair so this is what I came up with.

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Eyebrows off and on.

http://instagram.com/p/ertkforCAO/

Without my eyebrows.

http://instagram.com/p/erxZjiLCDm/

With my eyebrows.

I made a tutorial for youtube on this kind of brows today! ♥
WHAT?! SERIOUSLY?!
Yes, it is true....but it's not published yet. Hopefully tonight after my baby BatBrat's fallen asleep.

And also - I made a new nosechain as you might see.

Montignac Method lunch/small dinner

A Montignac Method approved (very small) dinner. It might fit better as a lunch.
For Phase 1 I'd skip the corn and carrots.
The sauce is just creme fraiche with curry and salt.
And as always - eat until you are full!

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Lovely hair

Why can't my hair look like this everyday?
And why am I fangirling myself?