M'era Luna meeting point

14.30 just inside the big entry (eingang) DAY 1 is the meeting point for those who wants to party with us :)
DAY 2 have to be at the Hangar when Colony 5 plays at 12.55.

Here is a map over the festival area:
http://www.fkpscorpio.com/meraluna/pdf/gelaendeplan_meraluna_2.pdf
I'm looking foward to hang with the most beautiful people (you).
See you there!

Day 1 I will see:
17:40-18:35 - DAS ICH
18:05-19:05 - LAIBACH
19:30-20:30 - NITZER EBB
21:00-22:15 - UNHEILIG
22:45-00:00 - THE SISTERS OF MERCY

Day 2:
12:55-13:30 - COLONY 5 - my friends from my town - be there and support them :)
and parts of:
14:55-15:40 - AMDUSCIA
16:05-16:55 - AGONOIZE
17:20-18:15 - FEINDFLUG
18:45-19:45 - SKINNY PUPPY
20:15-21:15 - COMBICHRIST

Someone gave me a tip to be a unicorn at the M'era Luna festival - and the funny thing is she wasn't so far off...
I can of cause tell nothing yet.
But strangely enough I do actually have a unicorn suit at home, well, it's my kids, but still! It's so strange she should mention a unicorn out of all!
Tomorrow I will release the place and time so I can meet up the party people who will be at the M'era Luna festival :)

Me?

The M'era Luna outfit I figured out yesterday includes: clay (to sculpt something), blue satin ribbon (what? Color!?) and dotted lace. Go figure...

Wohoo -I think I just made out one of my M'era Luna outfits!!! Okay, still MUCH work to do before it's finished, but I think it will be sweet <3
But M'era Luna has two days... so tomorrow it's back to the drawing table..

I colored Synthias hair with Manic Panic's Wildfire yesterday. She's got medium brown to begin with so I think it turned out alright. Perhaps next time I will choose something with a bit more orange than pink tone in it. Before we used Directions Mandarin. Perfect for her but it fades oh so quickly.

Todays outfit

This was a surprise to me - I wore color! I have never felt so looked at and I felt doubtful all day. Love the new dress - BUT it's too long for me and definitly in color. Military color is ok I think, but I felt a bit wrong all day... Tomorrow I must be all black again to wash it off (tihi).

Puff armed blouse and green dress: H&M

Shoes: Demonia

and some cut off nylon stockings

My t-shirts are going to be delayed because of the horrible crisis in China. I hope everything goes well, both with China and my shirts.

Not yet.

My newest shoot, with and without lenses.

Just took some new pictures in blue make up. I'm not a big fan of colorful make up, but it makes great photos. I only feel beautiful in black and white make up. Purple or reddish lipstick at the most.

I so have a M'era Luna clothing problem... and I have litte or no time to figure out a great outfit. At worst scenario I have to just grab something 2 seconds before leaving and work what I got. Haha, could be fun!

Those are just too cute. I have them in boots that I got from doing a fashion show. They are really comfortable. It's a Demonia shoe.

And WHY are there no cool and cute girly shoes with spiderwebs??

Finally home from my mother and her husbands house. We had such nice weather and the kids had so much fun :) Me? Well I always had my tube with sunblock within reach and my umbrella redy when I had to step out of the shadow... Nah, I had fun too chasing my kids with a water gun, plucking blueberries and talking to my 89 years old granpa Harry.

I just bought a new house hold machine online to make my baking easier :) Can't wait to get it! It's a Wilfa HM-400

Just back from a 2 hour standup comedy with Swedens best. I have cramps in my cheeks and a headache from laughing too much :) It was so funny, and it was just me and 4 of my girlfriends. We had dinner before and I choose cold-smoked salmon and dijon and ruccola potatoe-salad with green olives and  mustard hollandaise. It was soooo good.

Tomorrow I will leave for Kalmar (my old hometown) to go to Ölands zoo and funfair with the kids, then IKEA for a new table, then my mother and husbands house by the water to stay the night.

Weight loss

Okay, so - 1 kilo in 2 days, 200 grams the next one and 400 grams the next one again (today).

I still eat the same breakfast (20 minutes before breakfast: 1/4 Fuji apple.) Whole wheat puffs with fat milk and cinnamon, or scrambled egges with bacon, or fiber bread with philadelphia and ham and cucumber - as much as I want on all meals (VERY IMPORTANT). And always 3 dl water), and then a fruit or tea and a crispbread with something on at 9.30, then lunch at 11.30 -the days fattest meal, fat and fibres for me; veggies, eggs, meat, fish, fat cream...

Then something at 14:00; a fruit or crispbread. Dinner at 16.30 with "no fat": meat/fish, and lots of veggies.

And at 18 I eat something small too.

Before this decision to get back in weight (I can't wear half my wardrobe!) I also ate at 22 - often crisp bread with brie. Now I've moved my brie to the 18 o'clock meal instead, and my "extra kilos" just falls off by itself :)

Also I suffered from my ulcer before and that made me hungry all the time thus the extra weight.

Monticnac Method

And yes, I know that to most people I already look skinny, and I think I am too. BUT I like to look anorexic without being it (who want's to kill the brain?).

One fat lady to another: "Look at that ugly skinny bitch over there."
Other fat lady: "Yes, being that skinny is really ugly."
First fat lady: "..I wish I was that ugly...."
Other fat lady: "Me too."

This is so crazy - I stopped eating my 22:00 snack 2 days ago and already it payed off! I can't believe it - but I lost 1 kilo in just 2 days! This makes me wonder what the hell I ate before???
I changed nothing but that last meal. So dinner at 16:00 and then something small at 18:00 and then stop. And believe me, I do NOT go to bed hungry. I'm guessing I will not loose weight in that same rate now, but that's good, you should never loose weight too fast. AND never diet, just change to better eating (like the Montignac method). And I can also say that my ulcer seems gone :) Wohooo!

I also bought this skirt in Gothenburg. Not super special really but I needed a cool day-to-day skirt, and this was cute.

This freaking ulcer makes my body think I'm hungry ALL the time..now beach body 2010 are long gone.
My new trick (apart from taking the medicine) is to brush my teeth at 21:00 so I don't eat after that. I always get so hungry by 22:00, and that's no good.

Yesterday in Gothenburg I bought a new corset. I'm guessing this will be used at M'era Luna festival.

As if tomorrow morning, painfully early, I will go to Gothenburg. But just until Monday. A short trip. We are going to the Universeum with the kids to look at some sharks and so on. Hopefully they will stay calm on Monday long enough for me to go shopping. I have nothing to wear!!! I want something with bats or spiders.

I'm working on a new Adora BatBrat website. Today I got help from a professional to make the design look smarter. He made it look so me <3 Now it's time to make it function as well.
The plan is to have the new site up and running until the M'era Luna festival - woohooo!

Went to the doctor because of my belly button yesterday.
I had surgery 1½ years ago, and ever since I have had pain in it when wearing something over it (skirt lining/corsets or even by sleeping on my stomach). Everytime in a corset is so painful for me ever since. But now I'm on a waiting list, so hopefully it will be better this fall.

Always when I've done my situps it hurted like hell, so I haven't done any for weeks because I was afraid, but now she reassured me I can do it without problem.

So from today - 100 situps/day every day until M'era Luna. M'era Luna body of the year ;) Time to lock in my guts!

Adora BatBrat: Make up Artist

Some of my work as a make up artist/stylist/hairstylist and camera assistant. This is Miss Frost. The pictures are made by Morgan K Photography.

This is how she looked before. She is a very pretty model from Sweden Models, Malmö.

Today (Tuesday) I'm in Lund's Hospital for another check up on Fairlights disease, Juvenile Dermatomyositis. The whole family will travel with her, and after we will go to Malmö so I can check out the fashion and by me some new haircolor :)

This morning I did the make up on a first time 14 years old model. She looked like a doll when I was finished, and she was very good with the posing and facial expressions. It was very fun to watch. Perhaps she will be in Paris next year ;)

Adora's band: Asperger Synthdrome at Vince Festival

Our first performance. Sorry about the sound quality...and my horrific singing voice...but what you gonna do? I like singing rather than doing it well :)

A Goth girls best friend is the underbust satin corset. This should be item #1 in your wardrobe. Make sure it's a good quality. I loooove mine and use it a lot.

Here with shorts, top and one of my collars.

And remember - I don't wear gloves because it's cold, I do it because it's part of my fashion.

I'm guessing this is how the other tee will look like :)
The text reads "In the Darkness, Shadow People". Anyone recognice the lyric it's from?